Wow. I'm a mum.
If you had asked me 20 months ago if I believed i would ever have a baby - the answer would have been 'No'.
The long story we will save for another time but now we are blessed with a little miracle (Mr B).
He is amazing and the cutest child I have ever seen and i love him to bits and wouldn't be without him; but...... hasn't my life changed!!!
How has it changed I may hear you ask? in every way. Do i love it? YES but it is also the hardest thing I have ever done.
I often ask other mums how they are doing? and everyone in the very British way says they are great and everything is going well.
NEWS FLASH - Its not always great and everything doesn't always go well. Some days its REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY hard. So I have decided that I'm going to be honest and tell you how it really is. The amazing, the good, the bad, the ugly and often the most terrifying and hardest thing in the world.
I hope you enjoy my journey - I don't know where it will lead but with a deep breath and a keyboard I will share these times and hope that it may encourage you along the way.
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